January 2010
You’ve got a new horizon It’s ephemeral style. A melancholy town where we never smile.
Jan 31st
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Jan 31st
losing sight of what I really want.
Jan 31st
day 7
it’s been a week and i don’t THINK i’m dying. I think i’m getting used to it, though I don’t really wanna get used to life without you.
Jan 31st
do not go gentle in that good night, rage, rage against the dying of the light.
Jan 30th
a different approach.
Jan 29th
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I cannot change the circumstances that will compel you to act, I cannot change the impulses that will drive that compulsion, I cannot change you in a way that will quell those impulses. All I can do is close my eyes, count to ten and recite the words over and over. “you will be rock. You will be water. Never be afraid to change the way you feel and never forget how in control you really are”. ...
Jan 29th
I’m fighting my demons on my own. And that’s okay because I think the never-ending battle is forcing me to be stronger and better. To be the person I could otherwise never dream to be. The fear will not consume me. I will not indulge these silly thoughts. And that’s how you know I love you.
Jan 29th
Maybe if I just closed my eyes and tried hard enough, I could really pretnd that you’re right next to me. Hurry home, will you?
Jan 28th
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Facade
I really don’t get it. I don’t get how some people can just blatantly build their lives around lies. It is certainly easier to be dishonest sometimes (trust me, honesty can reallly reallllly go unappreciated), but how do these people sleep at night? I can’t even bring myself to tell a white lie. And I know, some people do believe that relationships need all these white lies to...
Jan 28th
day 4
wasn’t too bad. Thank God for Glee. heh. Somehow I don’t feel too guilty for skipping school today. Mehhhhh my cough would’ve annoyed the lecturers anyway. just can’t believe that I still have 10 days to endure. The past 4 days have already felt like forever. p.s. I’m only so afraid because I know there’s no turning back now.
Jan 28th
ohmygawd i just wanna stay home and watch Glee all day!
Jan 27th
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Jan 27th
day 3
still difficult, but being able to hear your voice was amazing. even if you’re miles away, and we’re miles apart.
Jan 27th
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Jan 27th
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Reminder #8
Give everything, but be fair to yourself. Offer your heart and soul, but don’t sell yourself out.
Jan 26th
day 2
dying. Not so lonely but very sick. Didn’t even surf weheartit tonight.
Jan 26th
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Reminder #7
Don’t be quick to anger.
Jan 25th
Jan 25th
contact me pleaseeee
Jan 25th
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day 1. today wasn’t too bad, maybe cos it was a relatively short day at school. I’m really over reliant and too dependent on you, I swear I’m missing you like fuck. :(
Jan 25th
have fun! missing you already.
Jan 24th
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i ought to be studying...
instead of browsing photos on weheartit all day. p.s. I loved the way you held me today, it felt extra special. so when no one’s looking let’s steal the city lights and tuck them into our hearts and when the world becomes dark we’ll be sure to shine from within.
Jan 23rd
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I got too caught up in loving you.
Jan 23rd
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“You can be happy tomorrow. You can be happy when you get through your lists of...”
– pleasefindthis
Jan 22nd
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it’s like we’re never really quite satisfied with what we have. We keep telling ourselves that we’ll finally be happy when we attain this or if we achieve that, but when we do get there, all we really do is crave for more. we should just. be happy right now, where we are, and pray it stays this way forever.
Jan 22nd
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I know I sound like some emo whiny teenager...
But I kinda really hate myself right now.
Jan 22nd
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Reminder #6
Don’t be afraid.
Jan 22nd
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Reminder #5
Dream big.
Jan 21st
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Jan 21st
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I’m falling even more in love with you Letting go of all I’ve held onto I’m standing here until you make me move I’m hanging by a moment here with you
Jan 21st
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what exactly do you mean by 'unhealthy'
I think I get what everyone is trying to say, I get that it isn’t for the best, I get that no one gets it. Cos darling, eating chocolate is unhealthy, keeping late nights is unhealthy, drinking is unhealthy. My point is, it all feels so damn good, so why stop? And yes it feels perfectly healthy, Thank you very much.
Jan 21st
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Jan 20th
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Jan 20th
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Jan 20th
it shall not be my my own doing
i will not drive you out of my life.
Jan 19th
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Reminder # 4
be a (hot) geek girl for the next 4 months.
Jan 19th
Jan 18th
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Jan 18th
All dogs go to heaven
But why do dogs have to die? :( :( :(
Jan 17th
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“You will be a rock. You will be water. You will be both. Never be afraid to...”
– pleasefindthis
Jan 17th
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Reminder #3
shower more (I only took one shower yesterday). remember it’s extra fun when it’s with someone else.
Jan 17th
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Reminder #2
Someday set up an animal shelter to provide a home for all the lovely, abandoned furry sweethearts.
Jan 17th
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Reminder #1
Nobody said it was easy.
Jan 16th
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The First
Hello! I just realized that I miss blogging. So here I am, talking to no one but myself. My little amazing diary is awesome but handwritten diary entries are tiresome. Livejournal sucks and my old blog is just… well, old. I want to start on a fresh page and here I am on tumblr. It’s titled ‘the reminder’ because blogging just serves as a reminder to me sometimes. Because...
Jan 16th